It is definitely one of the hardest things to make this decision knowing that deep inside you are not behind me, you do not think I am doing the right thing. This is because you don’t understand the meaning behind it, to have God’s grace and God’s love in me. Maybe you just need time to get use to what is happening, but though it makes me annoyed when I hear discouraging comments from you, it hurts me even more because I wonder how great it would be to be able to share things with you. I know when the time comes, God will work in them. At this time, when I am able to follow God’s plan for me again, Satan is trying to get me to walk the other way, to destroy my relationship with God.
Jesus, take the wheel.
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