I’m feeling confused, lost. I don’t know what to do. There are two things that I care about alot. I have made a commitment to one and the other I feel like I should not miss. My friends keep reminding me that I have made a commitment to it and that I should not back out, especially when it’s coming so close. But having my team and my own consiousness telling me that it would be the worse thing to do to miss the first game of the season does not help.
I need some guidance with what to do. I need God to lead me to do the right thing. What is the right thing? Only God will know and only i will be able to make the final decision. Either way, it will be bad so what know? Keep praying.
It was good to be able to talk to Hynah about it. He will be back in a few days and I’m happy. It has been so long. Someone to be there for me, to tell me what to do, without being bitter about it. Thanks hynah for comforting me and reassuring me everything will be okay. It is good to know someone will be praying for me.