Have you ever had so many emoctions going on at the same time that your body is unclear of how to react? For a good half of the day, it was exactly how I felt. Tryouts are in less than 24 hours and though I am not worried so much about getting on the team or not. I am worried about having to run, having to get back in shape. I am not one who can run for a long time and won’t get tired.
I am feeling excited, nervous and scared at the same time. Just a while ago, a few months ago, I was telling everyone how basketball is not starting until end of October, early November and i still have alot of time to relax and chill out. Today it hit me that they are tomorrow. I am still in shock. I don’t know what to think. My heart still beeps at random intervals thinking about it. Anytime someone asks me how I am doing, that is all I can tell them, though it doesn’t get the conversation anywhere.
Less than 24 hours, you’ll hear from me tomorrow.
Cheers Jo!
Joanne Lam 